just checking (myself)

Q: why phd?
A: for manifold reasons: tenureship,
Q: will be tenured, why hurry up?
A: to be tenured sooner.

Q: what else?
A: for academic growth.
Q: why go fast?
A: because philosophy's not the final end.
Q: why at 25? to beat a record?
A: honestly, not so. i just want somebody to take over an old spot and use it more responsibly.
Q: suppose somebody after you will finish earlier. would you worry about that?
A: no. as long as the kid will promise that s/he would think not just for concepts but being. as long as s/he would promise not to waste his time with useless ruminations.

Q: why not "get a life"?
A: isn't this life enough?
Q: why not look for other things...?
A: ... and leave some unfinished things undone? ... and leave them at a point where i can see the possibilities of being successful at the end? i'll find time for the rest.

Q: why aim graduating with flying colors? why rush? you would get the degree anyway.
A: it had never been a childish qualm. i just want to make the most out of it because THIS IS ALL THAT I HAVE.

... i think i've found my answer.

Q: don't you have anything else to aim for?
A: i have, lots of them in fact. but to have 'em, i have to step up. besides, i hate unfinished businesses.

Q: what keeps you up then?
A: those who remind me that i'm doing the right things. they take over when i tend to forget. and of course, God's grace.