depleting energy

there are times when strong people also admit that they become weak.

even if i tell to myself that God will just be there to keep me up, there are times when i demand for a more visible and evident ally. for me, such are the hardest times because i tend to crush my pride when i start to admit that i can't be alone, or that i can't just be alone with God.

as somebody who tries to become a hero for everyone else, i must admit that am also looking for a hero. sure, God's here, and that hero might just be around... prolly, oh i hope and i pray!

all i know is, my powers are starting to deplete.

next thing i know, am beginning to post pathetic blogposts.

sigh.